It is times like these that I am confident in saying that I am a writer. This time being I am currently knee-deep in notes (literally, there is paper and word documents covering most surfaces in my apartment) and books and research that have inspired me or I’m trying to get inspired by for this script, the looming deadline, the pressure which I am grateful for but also am terrified by. It is times like these that confuse me, because because I cannot write means I am failing at doing what I say I do and yet man do I ever feel alive right now.
I have been inspired to draw? Where I would rather be painting, painting with my hands, but more or less trying to get something creative outside of my body, this means it is the right time to write.
GET OUT SWEET CREATION GET OUT.
I feel like I’m giving birth. I regret saying that it is not that painful I imagine but it needs to get out in a similar intensity however….I am happy to say that I’ve finished all of the episodes of Call the Midwife on Netflix (and probably all that I will watch honestly) and am planning on starting the West Wing tonight.
That wasn’t relevant, you are welcome. I am not much of a blogger anymore. I have a few neat tidbits flipping around my head for next year now that I’ve got the hang of this graduate school thing and time management and inspiration, so, stay tuned around…the turn of the year…(if you’ve followed my blogs for a while you MAY be able to guess what I’m cooking up for this here blog…).
So this is just ramblings from someone who is trying to write, so it is relevant to me, because it gets thoughts out here that will not be going in that script. It is a first rough draft if you are wondering, but it is an idea that’s been cooking for about a year, or just under, and is trying to develop this evening.
I made some muffins earlier and they smell nice, okay, that helps.
What else can I say to leave you? I hope you are having a lovely Christmas time, it is for sure sincerely Christmas time, less than two weeks until Christmas day! Think about that! I can start full-on celebrating by Tuesday which is going to be welcomed with open arms, but I haven’t worn anything but Christmas jumpers for three days, so, get on my level people.
I end most blogs like this to the extent that I am starting to wonder what “regular blog content” actually is or if this is just how I am now…but…I promise to be back with a bit more straightforward contented blog next time, or maybe not, my promises have never come through on here, and if I’m honest….its my blog, so, ha.
Love and hugs and all that, I’m off to write.